So this is my first (but hopefully not last) post on Master Johnathans blog.
I am 292 and I was under consideration by MJ for a while. I say was as I am not sure I still am.
I have been a very bad slave and I sort of broke off all communication with MJ. Let me explain. My mobile phone broke and I lost MJs number. After that, I got offered a new job (which I have since turned down) and things have just built up and built up and I have never made the effort to contact MJ again. I do feel really bad about this and I suspect I have blown my only change to find a really good, caring & strict master.
The book I was ordered to read by MJ (How to become a slave) has finally arrived and I have just started to read it. I only hope that one day I’ll be that slave. However, I need to push myself more and act like a slave and not someone who does not want this.
I am still wearing the chain I was sent by MJ and it’s not been removed since it was put on. I’ve been wearing it about 5 weeks now. No matter how long I wear it I don’t think I will ever get used to it. Whenever you move the padlock bounces off your chest and reminds you of your status.
Chastity is something that has always appealed to me and as such I’ve just ordered a pair of leather lockable chastity shorts. I can’t wait for them to arrive so I can wear them with a plug up my butt. My plan is that I put the plug up my butt, lock on the shorts and then go to work for the day – leaving the keys at home. That way I have no option but to suffer the plug all day! One day I hope the choice of unlocking them (or a metal chastity belt) will be taken away from me and a master will hold the key.
The sight of the cage posted in the latest blog by MJ looks amazing – and very appealing.
I hope I’ll be allowed to blog again.
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