A Welcome Blast from the Past

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An Interesting Development

Remember the slave who was to be transferred to My ownership, the one who was apparently owned by another Master and who was going to be Mine?  The one who had immense difficulty in communicating?  And who eventually vanished off the face of the planet?

he's back.

This time, he is using the first part of the slave register number I made him get.  To Me, he was 598, but I have just seen a recon profile called "ninesixeight".  his full slave register number is 968-596-598.  The picture is new.  Go and have a look: I would say that this person and 598 are one and the same.  If they are, then you are looking at a poor time-waster.

To be honest, I began to have My suspicions about this boi when we were (or weren't able to) talking.  There were inconsistencies in the story, and then the whole thing sort of fell apart.

I don't bear any of these people any rancour, really.  I know that it is a thrill to be in communication with a Master, a sort of emotional edging.  I think it sad that they are drawn to the lifestyle like moths to a flame.  I have recently had a few such.  All they really have to do is allow themselves to experience life as they fantasise.  One weekend is not too difficult to manage.  And who knows? They might quite like the daringness of it all, and come back for more.

It is just an awful waste of time that could be better spent doing something else more productive.  Like living.

On a more positive note, more contacts are being made; more chats being had.  Sooner or later the boi will arrive.  I had some very good feedback from a boi in Berlin: thanks, Patrick!

December Irons in the Fire

As has become now regular, My activity peaks when I am on leave.  I am usually very busy when working so don't have the time that I have now to actively seek a suitable slave to serve Me.  I have been speaking to RealLifeSlave and following his blog, and it seems to Me that this is a boi who has a keen desire to serve, and so I am chatting with a view to ownership in the fullness of time.  We share the same views, but of course time will tell.

The boi 759 is doing very well.  he is now under consideration, and has implemented the essential aspects of My control into his life.  he too has a strong craving to serve a Master, and he needs control in his life.  I have him keeping a diary as well as a slave journal, and soon will issue him with a weekly programme which he will follow, based largely on his movements as reported.  he already has an hour of reflection each day in which he makes entries into his journal and writes his diary.  he is greeting Me every morning, and he is being available for instruction and chatting every night.  he is an older slave (at 42), and as such is prone to insecurities about the physicality of the arrangement: will his Master find him attractive?  That is a difficult one to answer as I tend not to go for the older man, but what is attractive to Me is his desire to serve.  I intend locking him in chastity and using him around the house.  I gave him a very nice Xmas present, and he was most grateful for it.  Of all the bois I have been chatting to, he is the one who shows the most promise, mainly because he has a very strong desire to serve Me.  Sod's Law dictates that he is, of course, in Scotland.  he is also not too flush financially, and elements of control have had to be applied in that respect as well.

The Australian in Cambridge has asked to postpone our meeting due to work.  I am hopeful that we will meet in the new year.

There is another boi off slaveboys that I am chatting to as well, who lives near Birmingham.

Kitt (formerly 755) has been a rock.  He and I have started chatting again, and it is good to see that he has found direction again.  He was supposed to pop up the other day, but I was forced to postpone due to work.  Then, when it was tantalisingly possible, the weather interfered.  So I am looking forward to his visit soonish.  I have spent the last few weekends between the (two) boats and the creation of the new room in the house, which has been finished.  I now need to construct a bed, and then to move down there.  The advantage is that the new room is close to the cell, and that whole space becomes more private, especially when there is lodger around.  Effectively, I will take over the whole of the downstairs.

The other complication has been the presence of a lodger.  Usually, My lodgers are away for weekends, which provides Me with space for fun time.  I had 153 pop over for the Blackpool "Collared", which would have been better spent using him rather than going there.  I know for next time.

There is an Asian man in Preston with whom I am having early talks, so we'll see.

On the whole, the two bois most promising from a slave heart point of view for full-time ownership are 759 and RealLifeSlave.

December!

It has been a little while since last posting, and the usual vast torrent of water has passed beneath the bridge.

755 had been in contact, and one of the things he'd said in response to My still not finding a slave really struck a chord: "you are too nice".  I have spent some time in reflection; it is not often that epiphanies happen, so sometimes One must stop and take stock.

I have reviewed the bois that I have used and My own relationship with 325, and, on the face of it I think that 755 has hit the nail on the head.  Most people out there don't want to be securely owned, they want to be harshly owned.  My needs and lifestyle are both simple and complex.  I require a boi who wants to be controlled, but who is also capable of independence within set parameters; a boi who is low maintenance but who is instantly available on request.  I have made the point before that owning a slave is like owning a human pet, but with the added va-va-voom that a slave brings to the household.  Fancy training the cat to sweep the floor and suck your cock!  That is not really a goer, is it?

Generally speaking, I have been very lucky with the bois I have had the opportunity to number and to use.  They have been, without exception, nice people whose company and service I have enjoyed.  I was devastated when 325 left, and his departure from My service made Me realise how important owning a slave is to Me.  At the time, when I was still in something of a limbo situation, the-boi said that it was always going to happen.   "The first kink relationship", he said, "is like the first vanilla one: it is doomed to failure because it is a learning curve for both Master and slave."  I would have like to have owned 990, but there too I think he was looking for a harder Master, not Captain Reasonable.

I have been talking to several people since the last blog posting; one arranged to meet last weekend but did not show up.  Indeed, in our yahoo chats I'd said to him several times that he sounded too good to be true (and so it proved to be, another wanker).  There is a Scottish slave I am considering at the moment.  he is an older man, but he has been well-trained.  There is the possibility that I am fishing in the wrong pool, and perhaps need to start looking at older people.  I am going to experiment with this slave and see how things go.

There is another slave in London that has attracted My attention.  he seems to be everything I am looking for in a boi.  I like his philosophy, and it is evident to Me that he has put much thought into what he wants in a Master and how he wishes to be of service.  he is 28, and given My desire to explore older bois, 28 is just about right: approaching thirty, knowing what he wants to experience, and ready to put thought into action.  he has a blog on here, and I have been following it with interest.  Several aspects of our chats have pushed the right buttons for Me: no haste; a desire to get to know Me first, and Me him; a willingness to discuss and articulate and communicate; intelligence; a healthy scepticism (born of experience, I imagine) of wannabe masters.  And so the chatting continues.  

The third option is a boi in Cambridge, also 28, who has had life experience and who is interested in service.  The intention is that he comes up and serves soon, and we see how things go.

In chatting to all of these potentials, I am constantly forced to reevaluate My needs as a Master and what I want out of a slave.  I have looked back at the experience with 325 and found that much of it was very positive for Me.  I have noted that every so often makes a comment which indicates that he has not felt it to be as positive an experience, but nevertheless I am glad that he has found a new Master with whom he is happy.  I find it ironic that My 325 and 302 have gone on to become another's bois, when I introduced these two to each other.  I was obviously not suited to them, which is another reason that I want bois with more life experience; bois who want a settled existence.

Tonight is "Collared" in Blackpool, and I am taking 153 there.  I want to use him on the electro table, and I want to mingle a little.  I am not a great scene person, but it might be fun.  And one never knows who might be there.