Tuesday 2 December 2008

SO MUCH INTEREST, SO LITTLE ACTION

So here we are again, having a look at who is available. And as usual, there is interest expressed by several people. One, a South African currently living in London, is most promising. We spent some time chatting yesterday, and it will be very interesting to see where it leads. The boi, simon, is attractive to Me both physically and also intellectually, and I am much impressed by his respect and also his evident interest in servitude.
I have, since last I put pen to paper, met with a few individuals, one of whom is bisexual and is involved in a D/s relationship near Warrington. We spent a good day together, just getting to know each other, and there are aspects of his relationship that appeal to Me greatly. I like the idea of his extended (leather) family, and I like the idea of his serving on an overnight basis, once a week. What was discussed was that he arrives on a Friday and then leaves on the Saturday, and he will help Me around the house and also on the boat project - and of course serve sexually.
The fly in the ointment is that we are both very busy people, and he has family commitments to consider, which would not make a regular service arrangement viable. So once again, we are seeing where it will go. What I have offered is a friendship arrangement in order to better know one another, and also to make allowance for his family situation. Contact continues.
The second fly in the ointment is the need to use the spare room for cash, rather than for fun - but that is another story. If there were a fulltime slave in residence, that would not be an issue, but until then, there is a need to use that space more efficiently. So the prospect of a lodger looms. Which is not that much of a problem, because managing time more effectively means that the house can still be used as a place of kinky fun.
Another person in the pipeline is a Manchester-based lad who looks very promising too. He is currently in self-chastity, and I want to make a meeting happen as soon as practicable, if possible before christmas - mainly because it is achievable.
And the final option is an Italian slave who is looking for a Master. Again, a 24/7 arrangement. And he seems respectful and a good boi, too.
All of which is great, but I am feeling the need to go out on the Manchester scene for a while to meet real people, not merely those who sit in front of computers and type away. I made the an arrangement with Andrew to go out last Friday, but I was laid low with a cold and that put the end to that - but there is this week, and I want to have a look at what is on offer there this Friday.
So let's see what happens with all these balls in the air....

Sunday 10 August 2008

Situation update

058 again, been thinking about the session yesterday almost constantly, and have come to the conclusion that the fulltime slave situation is not for me.
However after talking things over with Master Jonathan we have agreed to continue our relationship, as things stand I will be a part time slave, and we will see how things develope over time.

Saturday 9 August 2008

Hi


Hi, i've just recently made contact with Master Jonathan and have been accepted into his household, currently considering becoming his slave, and hoping that he will accept me as one, the pic is a CS which i have just done for him (sorry, not the best quality).
Right now i'm on a bit of a high from the session and hoping that the thrill/enjoyment lasts and not turn into regret/disapointment as a session with a CP top did (currently looking very promising, but there's allways the possibility thats just the adrenaline), if all goes well i'm looking forward to future sessions.

292 here...

So this is my first (but hopefully not last) post on Master Johnathans blog.

I am 292 and I was under consideration by MJ for a while. I say was as I am not sure I still am.

I have been a very bad slave and I sort of broke off all communication with MJ. Let me explain. My mobile phone broke and I lost MJs number. After that, I got offered a new job (which I have since turned down) and things have just built up and built up and I have never made the effort to contact MJ again. I do feel really bad about this and I suspect I have blown my only change to find a really good, caring & strict master.

The book I was ordered to read by MJ (How to become a slave) has finally arrived and I have just started to read it. I only hope that one day I’ll be that slave. However, I need to push myself more and act like a slave and not someone who does not want this.

I am still wearing the chain I was sent by MJ and it’s not been removed since it was put on. I’ve been wearing it about 5 weeks now. No matter how long I wear it I don’t think I will ever get used to it. Whenever you move the padlock bounces off your chest and reminds you of your status.

Chastity is something that has always appealed to me and as such I’ve just ordered a pair of leather lockable chastity shorts. I can’t wait for them to arrive so I can wear them with a plug up my butt. My plan is that I put the plug up my butt, lock on the shorts and then go to work for the day – leaving the keys at home. That way I have no option but to suffer the plug all day! One day I hope the choice of unlocking them (or a metal chastity belt) will be taken away from me and a master will hold the key.

The sight of the cage posted in the latest blog by MJ looks amazing – and very appealing.

I hope I’ll be allowed to blog again.

292

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Some considerable time has passed since last I posted, although I have been posting comments on 740's blog.


And much water has flowed under the bridge since the last posting. G has found a nice new house, and so I am re-establishing My household.


So the cage has moved from underneath the bed to the side of the room, ready for occupancy.

I am in discussions with 740 (who is currently on holiday), and although there was an upset before he left for Morocco, it was of a technical nature that led to a bit of a breakdown in communications, I am very much looking forward to meeting him when he returns, so that we can move ahead. I have been much impressed by his attitude, and I think he has done very well in the initial tests and tasks that have been set for him.

My position has been made abundantly clear to him, and from his responses it would seem that he is going to be a good slave. he has the slave heart.

Also (still) on the horizon is 951. We have been communicating for over a year now, and there is a very positive relationship that exists. he is in a relationship at the moment, but I have forbidden him to start another. I have made it clear that I intend taking ownership when it ends, and he has agreed to start that process.

So, the cage door is open and waiting.

Wednesday 30 April 2008

The Way Ahead

It has been some time since I contributed to this blog: ha! the story of My life when it comes to diaries! G and I have agreed that we were in the solution - ie very good friends who happen to love each other - and that returning to a relationship was perhaps not the best move, especially with all the physical constraints and stresses imposed by his move and My lifestyle. Also, I have moved on sexually since we last were together, so that side of the relationship has not been successful at all - and for it to work the condition that we resume our sexual relationship was integral to his decision. It has not worked.
So, I am once more seeking to develop My household. I have been in contact with 951 as well as a few other interested bois, and we will continue where we left off. 951 is involved in a vanilla relationship which he enjoys, but misses the bdsm element - so we are talking again. I have told him I intend owning him.
Also on the horizon is 122-499-550: we have been speaking on and off for a while, but I am not sure how serious he is. I shall see within a fortnight. And the last, most likely immediate prospect - assuming all goes well - is 525-872-523 in London. But he, like so many, says one thing but does not follow through with action.
I have been chatting to Heartfang, who is in Brighton. He is enjoying learning his trade as a writer, living in the archetypal garrett on no money.
So that, more or less, is the situation. I have been very busy on the boat, but have also been using My DIY skills to good use, designing equipment that I intend making to use on the bois. All I need now is to redesign the loft to make a dungeon space, and then one thing should lead to another!